The boy i know!!!

I met a boy
who i thought i knew
but he told me the way he lives his life
and everything he go's through

i couldn't Even imagine
trying to make it through everyday
now that i know what you have to go through
i don't know what to say

you didn't tell me all of this
i heard if from others
i heard it from your best friend
the only person you would call your true brother

the last time i talked to you
i didn't know it would be the last time i would hear your voice
but because of the way you lived
you made the wrong choice

i finally liked someone
for who they truly were
but it all happened so fast
its all such a bluer

you treated me with respect
you treated me right
but to know your gonna be gone for so long
it feels like the rest of my life

you try to pretend every things alright
that every things ok
i wanna be hear for you
so i can make it all go away

i hear about your parents
i hear about your family too
dont ever forget me
cause I'm always hear for you

even though you were never mine
i never got to call you my own
but because of you
my hear has grown

so now that your gone
my heart has dropped and is deeply sad
but thats the way it feels
when you loose the one you never had!!!!!!!

this is for kirk...i love you!!!!