At Night...

Sometimes i'm up at night
And contemplate what i feel
I wonder if its right
But i know the feelings real

I can't tell you what its like
It might make one more strike
Its all in those brown eyes
Everything might just be lies

I never dared to take a chance
It could ruin our trust
Though it might create a dance
And turn my fears to dust

I tried to keep my heart protected
I tried to run before it started
I forced myself to turn my head
And ignored everything you said

Now i have opened up my heart
I told you ever little detail
And how it happened from the start
Your tears could have filled a pale

You whispered what you had done
My fingertips became oh so numb
I kept saying thats so great
And how you two must be fate

I turned around, and held in tears
I took a step and tunred back around
And softly confessed all those fears
Your tears raced down with out a sound

We both walked away with no words spoken
Just the feeling of two hearts broken
All because i never took that chance
That might have made our hearts both dance

That day i got a mysterious note
And it seemd to have no name
It explained everything and it spoke
And how, you never felt such shame

But it is me who should feel that way
I hid what my heart had said
And now i make us both pay
As i sit through the night in my bed...