How can u love whats rightfully hated
tell me now how could you lie
deceit in the hands of one who had my heart
one who said he wouldn't mind if i cry
the truth i see it clear as day
you never loved me
so ill take another 30 pills
and try to set my pain free
cut my self, my arms and ankles
with the biggest knife that i can find
bleed out the system that loved you
and try to put "us" both behind
and i tell my friends I'm still in love
and i tell them i wanna talk to you
she told me you still cared for me
but this isn't something i wanna go through
so lets hear the apologies
so silent in my conscience ache
begging to put away my pride
and let you fix this mistake
i know you'll never read this
so i beg of you to know
as long as my body is breathing
i wont be able to let you go
I love you as my last confessions
In my scars it'll be shown perfect
stuck in the past you brought me in
i am still your little defect...
