Whisper

I remember When i felt so much
but now I can hardly feel anything
I simply just don't care anymore
I have nothing left....
The only thing I seem
to care about are close friends
Inside I'm screaming
but all you hear is a faint whisper
I've turned away from everything
I've shut everyone out
few know the "real" me.
I don't want to feel again
because what i remember most
was pain and sorrow
So now I've turned the real me off
and let my body control
Please I beg you not to worry
The more I speak
The Less you hear
The less i hurt
The more I am alone
I don't want to be here now
cause all I see through these eyes
are pain,judgment, and hate
The more I see
The more It infects me
The more I wish to be blind....