This is what I've lost

Love, hate, confusion, anger
This is what I feel inside...
So many emotions so mixed up
And I cant back down cause of my damn pride

Die, disappear, evaporate, be gone
This is what I want to do...
I think im right, you think your right
It will never be the same between me n you

Best friend, buddy, pal, a life time companion
This is what you were to me...
But now we are dead to each other
We are such bitter enemies, we were just like family

You being gone, me feeling the way I do,
not being able to fix it, it getting worse from day to day
This is what I regret...
The hate just keeps growing
But I guess this is what I get

The old times, the laughing, the talking, the crying
This is what I miss doing with you...
The other day I read what you wrote to me
A tear fell from my eye, I want to start over new

Your love, your friendship, your trust, your smile
This is what I've lost forever...
I both love and hate you, and your always on my mind
But I guess we just weren't meant to be together

by josh