Finding Shelter

I used to try to be her little miss perfect
But i hated the thought of being prep
So i started to express and speak my mind
She still thinks im messed up so from her i hide
What she wants i just cannot be
I can't please her and still be me
Its not who i really am and what i want to become of myself
Been too long so im taking my life back from off the shelf
They can say what they want to i don't give a rip
I'm her puppet no longer and shes losing her grip
Im returning to my old self i thought i could never again be
Im out of hiding now, back to what will always be me
Still somehow shes got me chained up
But ive got a stubborn side she cannot stop
My friends are pulling me in and im almost home
Home is not where i live but the place i belong
I fit in with them because they are like me
We make mistakes we're not perfect we never can be
Don't want to leave mother father so confused
But its too late now cuz i lit the fuse
Soon im gonna let loose, gotta leave and find "home"
But when they find out they're gonna blow
Gonna run away, get away, not literally
But be who and live how i want to, finally free
They just gotta know not to be scared
My sins aren't so bad, and i really do care
Soon ill be on my way to my friends i will come
Im going home, not where i live, but to a place i belong

its crappy, but oh well, it was just somethin i wrote after thinking bout run away to a boyfriends house...