Gasping for air, hitting the floor
Wishing for nothing more
Then for all this to be gone
For it to be withdrawn
From my life so I can go on without this hate
So I can be free and live up to fate
I have so much CRAP going on in my life I can't take it anymore
Im thinking of this as I hit the floor
Maybe it will be better if I was dead
From all the tears that I shed
You think I would be free by now but Im not
All the criticism I get, I go threw a lot
Problems at home, school and everywhere I go
I am holding my breathe till my face is blue trying my hardest not to let go
But it is so hard I cant do it on my own
When I was little you tell me everything will be ok and give me an icecream cone
Now days you say your fine it was no big deal
Doesn't that ever cross your mind I might need you here for your love to be real
Im so close to giving up I think I might cry
But one day I know I will fly high into the sky and I wont have to worry about stupid things making me cry!
