Neva Did I

Neva did i think life can b so complicated. neva hav i thought i cud so much regret da nikkaz i'v dated. neva did i realize how people can b. neva did i open my eyez 2 look around and figure out the reasonz 4 wut i wud c. neva did i noe how jealouz of a person i am. neva did i noe how important it iz 2 stik 2getha wit ur fam. neva did i choose 2 go da rite way. neva did i do wut i wanted 2 do bcuz i wuz afraid. neva did i think about me havin a kid. neva did i pray 4 my life n hope 4 awhile i live. neva hav i gav my ma'z a break. neva new how bad nikkaz claimed dey were real but rly dey wuz fake. neva did i noe how cunfuzed ive ben. neva hav i dun a deed b4 a sin. neva hav i tried rly hard. neva hav i..bcuz i thought i wuz fat filled my stomache so i'd starve. neva did i hav sum1 who completely undastood. neva did i hav my wealthy aqqaintances help me get out da hood. neva hav i not ben judged. neva did i 4 ne1 change da way i am so ppl hold a grudge. neva did i say suttin dat i ment. neva did i eva feel content. neva hav i noticed all diz shyt... untill now bcuz rite now im bout 2 change all of it. 8/18/04 -sue