What Was I Thinking

What the hell was I thinking?

When i told you i loved you

I still said it

After everything you put me through

You lied, you cheated

And you called me those names

That's when I decided to crack the picture of us

That was in that frame

You repeatedly told me you were sorry

And we gave it another try

But nothing was different

Because you continued to lie

I know you loved me

Well that's what you said

And you continually tried

To get me in the bed

You pushed me and forced me

But I still said no

I wish you'd realize

I wasn't one of you're little ho's

Everyone told me

You were sleeping around

I new it was true

After everything I found

I knew I was ready

But not for you

I just got so tired

Of the shit you put me through