Silently you wipe away my tears
As I sit here and cry
Drinking another beer
Wishing to die
Chugging it all down
Waiting to pass out
In this beer I let myself drown
My feelings fade away as I pass out
Black till the sun rises
I feel like s h i t
The floor is covered with countless razors
All I want is to quit
I’ve always hated this life
I’ve always wanted to die
More and more I use my knife
More and more I cry
Always seeming lost
I’m never sure what to do
Everything seems glossy
I can’t stop thinking of you
I know we can never be
That I’ll never feel your touch
Never will your arms be around me
And it hurts me so much
I drown myself in this beer
So that I don’t have to think about you
I drown myself in this beer
Staying away from what is true
