I have a confession
that I need to make
please take me seriously
this confession is far from fake
every time after I eat
I stick my fingers down my throat
the worst thing about this
is not even my best friend knows
It's not because I want to be skinny
because most people don't think I'm fat
it's that this is the only thing I can control
and right now I can barely control that
I'm losing a lot of weight
I hope I'm not getting sick
I want to tell someone
who won't make too big a deal out of it
from the outside you can't tell
that I'm losing my mind
but I'm trying to take control
of my so-called life
out of all of this
I have learned a lesson
but once again my fingers go down my throat
and this was my confession
