Troubled Thoughts

I'm having troubled thoughts tonight
It's bringing tears to my eyes I thought I'd be fine
But one second alone
Told me I was wrong
I tell myself go on
Let this part of my life be gone
I try to throw away all the memories
But the thought of losing just those simple things
Brings pain on top of pain
I'm trying my best to let go
But your like super glue
You know the way I feel
But yet you act like its no big deal
The thought of the two of you together
Makes me even sadder
I can't stand the thought of losing you altogether
So I bite my tongue and keep it together
I don't know why I'm having such a hard time dealing
This pain builds a wall
How could one simple person bring so much
I'm trying to hide this shit deep inside
But I feel I can't fight this no more
It's bringing me down
All because I still care about you
And probably always will
Till I can no longer stand to be in this pain.