People all around her laughing and smiling
one lonely girl sitting in the corner
"i feel like shit today"
she says to herself as she sits alone in class
"theres nothing wrong with me on the outside,
but inside i dont know what else could go wrong."
she thinks of everything thats happening
as he voices run through her head,
"its hard to be thirteen"
"everything will be all right"
"its normal to feel sad sometimes"
she knows that its not normal to cut up your own wrists
sitting alone all day because her friends hate her
she waits to be home to feel the pleasure of the knife
feeling the blade hit her skin is the best feeling ever
along with blood that pours out, so do her emotions.
her way of expressing herself.
but tonight she is more determined than ever
she has so much bottled up inside
2 cuts just wont be enough
tonight she will do more
6 cuts later and she is finally satisfied
the blood pouring out of her wrist
she realizes this will be the last time she cuts
and it was her last day of sitting in class alone
for she does one more cut
and makes sure its deep
she thinks about writing a goodbye letter
but there is no one who would care
so she just sits there praying
praying that no matter where she goes it will be better
better then the life she lived here.
