His crime, My last time.

This is it I thought he has turned me away,
At first I thought it would be ok,
Then I'd try suicide each and every night,
Knowing in mind I wasn't quite right,

Saying what I thought was lie,
Whispering all the thoughts inside,
My heads so twisted I forget,
A time I was safe or didn't regret,

Cutting away the pain tonight,
Knowing I shouldn't in the light,
Knowing I shouldn't show my tears,
Or my ever lasting fears,

My stomachs clogged, I cannot breathe,
My fears are strong and for the one I love I cannot greive,
I'm so scared I cannot run,
From the room, Toward the sun,

Away from the knife,
Away from my forgotten life,
Tears run down my eyes,
And I remember ever single lie,

So as I am hung from the light,
As I can't breathe and I'm in fright,
I call his name one last time,
And vow to him this is his crime.