Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets that nobody knows
my eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm torn & twisted
So many promises, so many lies
too many whens when theres too many whys
while everyone wants to be special and gifted
all that i want is to never had existed
Sleeping awake,but still in a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
wanted to give up,don't know how Ive persisted
walking through life, being unassisted
On my back, alive but dead
Look at all the tears that i have shed
Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow
today is just a phrase for yesterday's tomorrow
my will has died out, and my feelings have shifted
I'm still here, but my mind has drifted
