Fall is coming, i miss you

School has begun, but you're not here
I walk alone, i wipe a tear

I walk to the bus by myself anymore
I walk by your house slowly though, thinking it's you when i hear your door

I ride my four wheeler by myself too
I don't act up or do stunts like we use to do

A lot anymore when i have time to think
I remember that for happiness, you're the missing link

I could sit for hours and recall all of our past
I would take back so much just to make one more day last

You were like my brother, and the pain is unbearable
It's like a kick in the stomach, it's terrible

You want to look up to see if he's there
But you want to close your eyes, nobody is left to care

I like the darkness, because I still can feel you
As crazy as it is, i can still see you too

I hear songs of us, things remind me of the younger days
For almost 4 years i think of you everyday, it's a never-ending phase

It's so hard to believe that you are NEVER coming back
This is only 4 years and my eyes are almost darkened black

On birthdays and holidays, i sit alone or take a walk
I would give my life just to see you and talk

I'm a strong gal but i cry every night
I miss you so much and nothing is alright

I want to meet someone who was like you
But i could have everything i want and it would never compare to you

It's almost fall, the leaves are coming off the trees
It's our favorite season, it's too hard to believe

Halloween is so hard without you by my side
all i want to do is run and hide

randy, i just want you to know in case you forget
i really miss and love you yet

if i could, i would take my life for you
I would give up everything to see you one more time too

I'll wipe my eyes and know you're here
you're my heart, life and soul my dear