My father abused me

I sit there and wince
as my dad kicks me in my shins
It hurts so bad
Gosh, i hate my dad

I try not to
But how can i not?
When he never feeds me
And hurts me a lot?

He pulls my hair
And drags me anywhere
I want to run away
I wish i was not there

He cuts my leg
With his sharp pocket knife
Throws vinegar on me
And leaves me there to die

he sends me to school
With only rags to wear
While people just stare at me
And swear

He burns me badly
With my bare skin
By the pans
That now i can't stand

He puts my fingers
Through tacks and needles
To where forever
I will not be able to feel

Some days are better than others
When he brings his girlfriend home
She tends to me like a mother
And i don't feel alone

Excuses is what he comes up with
But whats he going to do
The next time hes drunk
And comes home
When its just us two..
alone...

to be continued....

p.s-MY FATHER DOES NOT ABUSE ME