Only If

Only if...
things didnt happen the way they did
all the pain you and i went through
all the hurt, shame, and tears
i almost wish i never met you

Only if...
I never felt the way i did
how you made me whole
I regret falling in love with you
love has taken its toll

Only if...
I didnt want you back the way i do
your still in my mind everyday
you let yourself into my heart
and in my heart u'll stay

Only if...
I didnt need you the way i do
i need to have you there for me
i always used to talk to you
about my life, friends, and family

Only if...
you didnt feel the way you do
we dont even talk to each other
i think you hate me
i hate you back, yet i love you like no other

only if...
i could go back in time
our friendship may not have fallen off a cliff
only if i could look you in the eye
yea only if...

by josh