Ive lost all my chances and all that gave
Who could it have been
Who would have done such a thing
After you i was always afriad
Afriad i wasnt good enough
Afriad i would do something wrong
Or say something that didnt matter
I was afraid someone else would hurt me
You showed me pain
Every since you
I cant help but think everyones the same
Many have asked but i always say no
You played with my heart
And messed with my soul
Im afraid of taking any chances
Im afriad of getting hurt
Im tired of crying
I found number one
I could not say it was fun
You ruined who i use to be
And made me afraid of my own life
You did what time cannot erase
And you are someone no one can replace
How and why did you do it
I blamed everyone but you
Now its time i realized
Its been you all along
Im telling myself it just wasnt rihgt
I know now who caused me this pain
But the fear i hold is just too much
Jsut too much to bear
Youve kept me in your trap
Ive finally gotten free
but you damaged me
i cant take a chance
cant take a risk
then only risk i should ever regret
was being with you
you made me who i am today
and francly i hate me
this is you, your in me
its not suppose to be like this
and it couldnt it wouldnt
or would it
it wouldnt try
but i would
its been you
now
its Me.
