I'm a mess & so is my room I like it better that way. I laugh to much for my own good & I always say the wrong thing at the wrong time. I'm loud and chances are I'll never end up hating u even if I say I do. Sometimes I feel lonely even if someone is standing right next to me. All I want is a real relationship. I say things I don't mean. I guess I just want to be remembered if i die or something. I am a little over rated in ways..Yes i know i have a Boy Name but i love my boy Name. & i have a Half Southern accent.. i love that too.. Not alot of people know the real me. a lot of people think I'm the stuck up girl that sits at home and does whatever she wants. But it isn't true. I'm rarely at home. i am always with my family or friends. i write in a journal. i listen to everything my friends say. i go to church every Sunday and Wednesday. i love my pets. i have 2 dogs. they are so cute! my little brother is so amazing. He can take anything. and loves taking up for his big sister. i remember when he was born. he almost died. i was a little 3 year old at home screaming "Wheres the Baby!" It was Sad. Thank god that he is Okay. I guess I have been upset over things in the past that i have lost. But know when I look back I Realize that what I have is ten times better then that ever Was. I know I may not be the prettiest or richest girl alive But I know I have the people that really love me. And that is all i need. & to know that such great people are there. Is the Best thing a Person can be given..
*this isn't Really A Poem.. But i just felt like writing it.. hope you liked it..
