I forgot... I forgot what it meant to cry. I forgot that pretending to be happy doesnt make you happy I forgot that pretending to be smart doesnt make you smart & that pretending to be ok doesnt make you ok I forgot that you cant just forget the past in fear of the future & I forgot that you cant control falling in love & that you cant make yourself fall in love I learned that I can love. I learned that its OKAY to mess up...& that its OKAY to ask for help & that its OKAY to feel like crap. I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just CANT have...I learned the greatest thing about life is the friendships it gives you...which means taking chances. I learned that sometimes the things we FORGIVE & FORGET are the things we most need to talk out. And Nothing is what it seems. People Pretend to much. They Play dress up there entire life because they are scared. They are scared of rejection. Scared of what someone else might think. Or what Other People Might Say.. It isnt Up to Other People how YOU feel.. Dont let other people control how you feel. Because if they dont like it.. Screw them!
