Do you sometimes hide behind your lies?
Is your smile somewhat of a disguise?
Is crying always a way out?
Do you have that feeling of self doubt?
Are you missin' the fearless old times?
Does it seem like your self-esteem never climbs?
Why do you always scream silently?
Why do you turn so violently?
Is because you hurt so much?
Or is it because you are afraid to be touched?
Are you afraid that you might be broken?
Do you cry because of the words spoken?
I'm sorry to hear that they all are yes,
I know how you are, such a mess.
I'm just like you, if it's that hard to believe,
I hate how when I need you, you always leave..
I'm sick of the bulls h i t everyday,
And before I sleep I always pray :
Please don't leave me like you always do,
You don't understand what I go through.
So don't tell me everything's alright,
Just don't try to be polite.
I think I will cut off my all my connections,
And never look back at all these reflections.