How many times must I die
Before I live
How many times must my heart break
Before it gets mended
Every time I find someone
You find someway to take them away
And again my heart breaks
I don’t know how much more I can take
I don’t know how much more I can stand
My heart bleeds like an open wound
And it is slowly killing me
Everyday something
Someone
Stabs me in the heart
Making it open more
Making my life not worth living
But why
Why is it that I suffer
Why me
Why not someone else
I watch my friends find love
And I watch them be happier then ever before
But then I look at myself
And I see someone trying to be happy
Trying to find away to mend my heart
I see myself failing every time
In my never ending struggle to find true happiness
