The Silent Drown

I sit in pain
Pretending I am ok
You do not see the blood I drain
I do not know how much longer I can stay

I lost your respect
Because I hate everything about me
But you did not see the affect
So many tears, I can hardly see

I am sorry I am not perfect
Do you even notice what is going on?
If you think I am fine you are incorrect
Do not worry because soon I will be gone

You will not have to worry
Not that you ever cared
I am going to leave in a hurry
The truth is I am scared

Scared to lose you
When you are not even mine
Scared you will believe it is true
When I say I am fine

I am not going to be ok
You do not see me going down
The pain just will now go away
You will obliviously sit there as I silently drown

This is my last goodbye
I know if I asked for help
No one would even try