Could I do it if it came to it?
Could I take the final step?
Do I have the courage?
or is this front all that I have left?
In the note I'd write my feelings
all the truths I've never told
When you're no longer hear to see reactions
it's so easy to be bold.
If I never had to deal with consequences
and I knew my little brothers would never be hurt
then I'd do it now, I'd finally end it
and to hell with this and her.
To never again feel second rate,
or hurt or cry and not know why
to never feel alone again
or feel lost or left behind?
it can be quick and painless and easy
Which is a promise of so much
It could be perfect -
with just a little luck.
