Suicide Note!

I'm running away
and leaving this poem
to let you all you know
that I never Obey

You may think I'm crazy
For writing this to you
The people I do not know
Everything is to Hazy
to know what to do

I packed a knife
and I'm ready to cut
My wrists so deep
So I can finally end this retched life
I have got myself in a huge rut

I blame this on Ryan
the one I held dear
I wish I had never saw him there

For your love kept my saine
It kept from suicide
It kept awake when I wanted to fall asleep

For this I leave my Suicide note
And I hope one day
You get this, it isn't a joke!

Nicole