In Memory of Billy 1992-2005

I sit
I wonder
I remember
I miss the smile on your face
Your warm and welcoming embrace
Tonight I heard the death sing
As they ended your whole thing
Your whole life
your death pains me like one sharp knife
I remember when u were here
when u would whisper in my ear
I wish u could wave to me
I wish u could whisper to me
I wish just one more time
One more time u could hug me
Each day after your death will slowly kill me
Now colors are dull to me
Food has no taste
And I feel lonely
cold
Once you showed me the way to live
on this lonely road of life
Once u held me close to u and told me I would be your wife
Once was a long time ago
And now everything has changed
And a man has taken you away from me
As you died I felt you part
Billy I miss you with all my heart