From Beginning to End

It started when i was 6,
And continued till i was 9,
It's been seven years,
You would think that i was fine.

In reality I'm very sad,
Sometimes i cry at night,
I can't begin to think,
I sat there without a fight.

Was it all my fault,
I can't begin to think,
Mommy says it's over,
As we both watch my heart sink.

Life is all i have,
And I'm glad I'm here,
I never said no,
That's what brings a tear.

To know i didn't fight,
Brings many tears to my eyes,
I hope i will forget,
My life's no longer lies.