Youre my boyfriends best friend and also my best friend but im not so sure youre my best friend anymore I like you way more then a best friend I am really fond of you. Every time my boyfriend would do something to me you were always there to give me advice to pick me up when something crashed down on me. I didnt notice any connection when he lived here I was so obsessed with him but now since hes gone and youre the only one who cares about me I've realized you have replaced him. He promised we would talk every night and he would come back just for me. But now I really dont care if he comes back or not and when the phone rings I get excited and hope it says your name on the caller id. Just like I used to get when he would call me but now when I see his name I dont feel the same I wish it were you calling. But now you are the boy I spend most of my nights with and the guy I talk to for hours on the phone. People ask me are you and him together now I say no were just good friends and they say oh you guys talk to each other like you are together. Some people notice that I like you but I deny it because you are his best friend and that just doesnt seem right and if he found out I liked you he would say thats why you guys always talked and were together without me, but really I didnt even know I liked you until he was gone. You were the only one who let me cry on your shoulder and listen to me say how much I cared about him and how I couldnt go on living without him and you encouraged me I would find someone better and who even treats me better then he ever did and I didnt know at that moment that you were that guy.
