I wonder if you'll read this,
I wonder if you care.
I wonder if something happens,
if you'll be there.
I wonder if you hate me,
I wonder what you're thinking.
I wonder if I'll ever be free,
from these memories you left with me.
I swallow my words as I say them,
My mouth failed me to often before.
I wonder if I didn't say that last few lines,
if we wouldn't be fighting any more.
My life is moving on,
I just needed to confess.
I find it hard to say,
but I still think about you everyday.
I forgot and forgave to soon,
now I'm paying the price.
Missing you would have been allot easier,
If I didn't think you were so nice.
