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by Qupidly Sep 14, 2005 category : Internet slang / love, romance
I try to hide the pain and pretend everything is the way it's supposed to be. His harsh words pass through my ears everyday, and I am beginning to think it's OK. When things don't go his way he takes it out on me, and I want to pretend it's all a dream. He has ruined the person that I worked so hard to become, and I hate him for that. All the long drawn out nights of me crying and him not giving a damn. We can't talk to each other, cause all we do is scream. Every night is a wrestling match with me losing. I don't know how much my body or my mind can handle. In my eyes he has destroyed my life and my family and for this I hate him. One day I will gain the strength and courage to leave this crazed man and he will realize that I was the best he ever had!