Again

The year is passing
And the year is repeating
My mistakes are forming
And I am failing

The love I have is over powering
And the love I want is everything
But I am losing
Putting our love before everything

The school year is starting
I have already started failing
I have started crying
I do not know how it is ending

Letting this rhyme end
More meaning I do have
That I am afraid of losing
The girl I want to have

But school is here
And what I should focus upon
But she is what I see
And she is what I seek

Education means nothing like before
My mind no longer eager to listen
Just to indulge in my love
And to escape my intuition

In my dorm I lean back
All the papers pilled and stacked
The phone is ringing I do not answer
Eagerly patient for my love to appear

Then the depression comes
I am failing at my life
The papers on the floor
I step the future again

I cry in my sleep
I know I can do more
But this love I have
Is just so much more

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I messing up my school year again because i am using all my time to talk to my love. =( I do not know what to do.