I died that night, such a relief,
The look in their eyes, disbelief.
They didn't think i had it in me,
They didn't want to believe what they had to see.
The tears were coming thick and fast,
I see pain, in my home, my past.
They always knew, i was very low,
They never thought I'd really go.
They heard the stories of my pain,
I don't think they guessed I'd try again.
Day after day, my pain increased,
Never longed more to be deceased.
I see one girl standing against the wall,
It looks like she's about to fall.
I see red, blood from the wrist,
The crimson color, becomes a mist.
Oh no, she did what she said,
All thanks to me, now she's dead.
All thanks to my depression, another life is gone,
All i wanted was out, was i so wrong.
Tear after tear, the old life falls apart,
I feel an aching in my cold heart.
I died that night, the note,
Sorry, i have to go, i have to die,
There is no real reason why.
I just had to end it, i couldn't go on,
I lived in a place, i did not belong..
Sorry.
Before i died, that's what a wrote.
Sorry, i couldn't stay,
I was only in the way.
