Chris
i hope your listening. i just want you to know that I'm praying for you. why did you have to go? why did you want to leave this world? i love you so much. even if me and jovanni are the only ones that care. i should of been a better friend. i should of been there for you when you needed someone. you were always there for me when i was down. you always made me smile. i should of helped you through this tough time. i should of made you smile. but i didn't. i wouldn't answer you phone calls. i wouldn't e-mail you back. i would answer the door when you came to see me. I'm sorry. I will never forget you. ever since you went away, my life has not been the same. you have changed my life. you made me want to be a better person. to be nice to others and to always and forever be true to myself. thanks for teaching me to be a better me. your the best-est fried i could of had. i'm sorry... please forgive me.........
