I'm breathing hard,
I can't stop,
I have the urge again,
I don't know how to hold it,
I need to realse it,
How can I deal,
While my friend is some were making a meal,
I see the color red,
All over,
Its so tempting,
To go to the bathroom,
Sit on the floor,
put the blade on the door,
make sure its sharp,
Then put it next to my arm,
On the vain,
And cut away.