I wish those
words would have
never left my lips.
That way I would
have never had to
tell you about the
death of our unborn
child.We had just
picked out names,
we were going to
sneak away and
get married. I know
it\'s painful, but
remember how you
told me ever thing
is going to be ok no
matter what? Well
as long as your not
holding me, or at least
in the same room
telling me that,
nothing is ok.
Because I\'m always
worrying about you.
If you are in jail? If
you are ok? If you
are still thinking about
me? I just wish I knew
the answer to those
questions. I know I
think of you all the
time, especially when
I see Happy little
family\'s with a kid
that looks about how
ours would have been.
I know I made alot of
mistakes. I\'m sorry,
I\'m sorry I know that
I would do anything just
to have you back in my
arms my dearest
