Feeling towards the end

Life,
Is what it seems,
True?
For all I've felt
Once I opened my eyes
Is pain
intolerance
sadness
Yes, yes
Small breaks of bliss
Do exist
But they are too few,
And much too far in between
And once theyre over
Missing them isnt even worth it
Because
Once you open your eyes
Once you see the truth
Life is truly in your hands
Both choices biting your concious
The choice
Of life
Sours
Depression
Tears
Silent cries
Suicide.