As i take these pills

As i take these pills
i think of you
my boo

when we were together,i felt happy
i was so full of life
now look at me,even my hair is nappy

i feel like the biggest chunk of my heart is missing
but i dont feel this way when we\'re together
especially when we\'re kissing

you made me feel great
you made me feel special
and thats why i made you wait

i was still a virgin,an innocent
you said you understood
but once i said not yet,thats when you went

i was not ready
you said that was ok
but i didnt see that your hands weren\'t quite steady

you left after that
racing down the street,in you car
but you wouldn\'t do that if you would\'ve known that soon your heartbeat would be flat

i didnt understand why you were upset
but i wish i did,so i could\'ve told you my reason
and thats why i now find my cheeks wet

you didn\'t know, that there was a patch of ice on the road
and you spun the car out of control
and thats how you ended up in that load

EMT\'s got there as fast as they could
they said you were already dead
i would take back my rejection to make love with you, i swear i would

my parents held me while i cried and sobbed
you parents did too
we all felt as though we had been robbed

i couldnt go to your wake
neither could i go to your funeral
it was for everyone\'s sake

i didn\'t want to do it while my parents were home
so i slipped the pills into my mouth,washed it down
and said baby here i come

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