Dear Lord

Dear Lord,

Tonight I pray to you in hopes that you make this my last prayer.
I pray that I'll never have to hurt again I'll never have to care
I never want him to hurt me again I want to walk away
I wanna be able to say he doesn't matter to me anyway
I want to look him in the eyes and tell him I don't love him anymore
I want to mean it, I want him to hurt like I have before
I want him to know how he hurt me and I want him to feel bad
I want him to look me in the eye and for once him to look sad
I want a heart filled sorry and an "I never meant to hurt you"
I want him to know exactly all the crap he put me through
So basically God all I ask of you is to let me dream forever
Cuz I know this will not happen not now not ever
So Lord if you really have any sympathy or sorrow
I pray that you'll just let me sleep,sleep through tomorrow
Through forever and ever and never have to wake
To being in love w/ this boy, this one big mistake
So God if you have a heart and you really do care
It'd be real nice of you to make this my one and last prayer

Amen