A Razors Slave

Just one more time is all I want
Just one more cut to free the pain.
I'll do it again, Use blood as my font.
I just want to keep playing my game.

I've said I'm done,
And yet no one has believed me.
The cuts were gone,
Picking scabs was no longer in me.

You told me there was no point in trying,
that I would never be done.
You sat and listened to my crying,
and thought it was all for fun.

One cut is all I need,
I've tried not to cut,
But I still want to bleed.
I still want the feeling in my gutt.

No one gets it,
They all just laugh.
I just want one more bit,
This could be the last half.

One more cut to ease my mind,
one more stab to fix my crave.
Just one more cut that I have signed,
I'm just a razors slave.