The bloody rain

I walked outside to feel the rain,
and it was perfect came just in time.
The coldness filled me with pain,
the pain was awaring me of my evil crime.

The rain was so thick and warm,
it smelled strongly of iron.
The rain quickly became a storm,
Something I was counting on.

The rain covered me,
for this I've been waiting.
Finally I'm free
Free from all that hating.

The rain is surrounding me,
I can't here anything.
Why can't I see?
I can't see a thing.

No one has cared,
they've all shruged it off.
Now I'm scared
I'm starting to drift off.

Help me!
I'm screaming yet no one hears
The rain is taking me,
They all muted their ears.

I'm almost gone,
The rain was much to heavy.

As the blood covers my head,
I regret nothing.
But as I fall on my bed,
I regret something.

I glance up at you,
realizing I've done much wrong.
The sticky red glue,
is not giving up for long.

Help me!
Its taking me far away.
Its taken control over me.
The blood finally has its way.