But You Want Her©

But You Want Her

I was always right in front of you,
But you could never see.
And now because of you,
We will never ever be.

I tried so hard to be my best,
And keep you satisfied.
But that wasn't good enough,
No matter how hard I tried.

Through every lie and broken promise,
You tore my heart so recklessly.
You said you loved who I was,
You just didn't love me.

You would lift me up so high,
Then push me down so fast.
And I will never know why,
My love for you still lasts.

I hung on for you,
Hung on so damn tight.
Held onto that false hope,
Even though I knew it wasn't right.

I remain broken and torn,
As I have so many times before,
My head is suffocating with thoughts of you,
My heart lies shattered on the floor.

I don't know where to go,
Where to go from here.
Don't know who to turn to,
My eyes burn with unshed tears.

You pushed me aside,
When I needed you near.
Broken pieces of me,
Fall within my tears.

There's no point trying to force something.
That will never occur.
Because I want you,
But you want her.

[[You can analyse this one for yourself]]