Goodbye heart

Its just not the same
living like this
not used to all this pain
like hit and miss

one day I'm happy
the next I'm like this
I'm on an emotional rolercoaster
death seems like bliss

more and more often
my worlds ripped apart
all of my love
ends with a broken heart

its starting to get to me
its messing with my head
every time i love someone
i end up, wanting to be dead

every time i love someone
they seem to break my heart
every time i love someone
its like it was doomed from the start

so this is it
this is the end
no more love
my heart wont mend

i cant take it
if loves so grand
how can it do this
i don't understand

I'm giving up love
giving up my heart
its love or life
so love lets part

1 more day of this
and i just wont cope
1 more day...
and ill get out the rope

so goodbye heart
and goodbye feelings
goodbye love
thats so appealing...