This melancholy .

I miss you every night
i miss you every day .
without you i wouldn't be here
smiling to everybody that i love .

making other people smile
just like i do when I'm with you .
a smile wouldn't be on my face
if you aren't here for me .

my eyes would be watery
whenever we had to part .
I'd be hiding it from you
so that you couldn't see .

the sadness that is building inside me .
this melancholy .
if only you were here
right here beside me .

tears would roll down my cheeks
whenever i cant hold my misses to you .
being apart was never my decision
but its a part of life .

being apart from someone like you .
is the worst thing that could happen to me.
all my dreams start off with
"if only .. if only .. "