GOODBYE BLADE

I deserve to live a life,
I deserve my man,
I deserve to have a child,
While holding his hand.

I deserve to love myself,
I deserve a life,
I deserve to stop this stuff,
This stuff I do with a knife.

I deserve to keep my freedom,
Not to just give it away,
Give it away because I took pills,
I deserve another day.

Another day at the mall,
Another in the park.
Another day to twirl my hair,
And to do my part.

My part in everyone Else's life,
Everyone that cares.
To my part here on earth,
And that place up in the air.

But ill only go when I'm called upon,
Because I never wanted to die.
I just wanted a little taste,
A taste of you and I.

And I dint’t get it,
I hurt everyone else,
But it don’t matter anymore,
All I got is myself.

Here I am all alone,
Not knowing why he left,
But its OK, I know hes gone,
And I know I tried my best.

But lifes not all about wanting a love,
Its mostly about loving yourself.
And I do at this point in my life right now,
So why depend on anyone else?

Its all about the plan He made,
The plan God made with love.
The plan from way up high up there,
This is the life id dreamed of.

Nothing makes sense yet I understand,
And everythings balled up.
But I love myself enough to say,
That enough is enough.

Thanks to the knife that set me free,
But ive Ive to let you go,
I told my mom I was all better,
And that is all I know.