Letter To You

You might ask why I write this.
My Emotions in this Poem.
But when my Heart speaks the words are lost.
Afraid of what You might think,and what you will say.
My world grows smaller everyday.
Just to explain when my heart aches.
Here I am once again,giving You headaches.
I Understand the Love You have.
I have never asked You to give it up.
How selfish can I be wanting You for me.
How silly of me I can't stop.
Apologies I always ask.
But I can't keep what's deep in my heart.
Afraid to loose you is my worst nightmare.
To start a day with out You there.
You are not Just My Friend.
You are more than that.
You gave me Life when all was lost.
To feel free and not be afraid.
To fall in Love and no mistakes.
Please understand I want you in my life.
Just a Little of You by my side.
Is not much to ask You will see.
To hold this girl in times of need.