Not a happy ending2

Really a shity title

A harsh defeat I simple did fend
Now the conclusion at this days end

The fight is over but I haven't won
I am victorious and my opponent done

I should be overrun with ecstasy
Since she is more enticed by me

Yet something inside me isn't so right
As if my mind suffers some blight

Perhaps a doubt that we will prosper
Not a doubt of my love thats for sure

Something says we just won't work out
Thats there is a great evil lurking all about

While I am sure she wouldn't concur
I feel a mass of pain I'll have to endure

She is the one I'm so sure I want
There is some joy, but much is not

I pray that I'm wrong, with stupid suspicion
Either way however I won't halt my expediction