Fighting the Waves

Had a bad day,
Sick in the stomach; I don't know what to do.
Bad day fighting,
Lying to them, friends.
Friends, I thought,
But nothing no more.

Lies of hate and betrayal,
Backstabbing, so confused.
Were we ever friends from the start?
Or was it just my mind, hoping we were.
Did I tell you my secrets for nothing?
Regret, I hate the way I looked up to you.

Regret, that I shouldn't of,
Been so positive that it was strong.
That this friendship could last the haul,
That was ahead of us, no turning back.
What did you think?
When I opened up to you.

A bad day,
Fighting to stay above the waves of friendship.
Happiness of curves, not knowing where I'm going,
As I fall from another attack.
Ups and downs we all have,
But in the end it's calm.

No need to fight against the changing tide.