Pregnant at 14...

Pregnant at 14...

God why?
Why me?
I promise to bring,
This child to earth with me...

But what do i do?
I'm only 14,
I didn't know this would happen,
God what if I'm a terrible parent...

I promise to you,
I'll care for the child,
But will the child care for me?
I'm to young......

As i sit here,
At the edge of my bed,
Praying...
Crying to myself...

I don't know what,
I'm going to tell me parents,
I know they won't be happy,
God help me bring,
And keep my child alive,
And with me...

2 weeks later...
"You Told Them?"

Yes i told my parents,
I had to,
Its better me telling them,
Than them figuring it out...

My mom wasn't happy,
But my dads the one i am worried,
About,
He yelled at me a lot...

But I think I'll be OK...

"I can't take this"

I need to get the baby,
Out of me...

"Talking to my mom"

Mom...
I can't do this,
I'm only 14,
I'm not ready...

"in the hospital"

Here i am,
About to get surgery,
Look theres the doctor,
WAIT WHERE AM I...

Now I'm suddenly in the clouds,
I hear a child crying...
Hes in the hands of god,
I hear him say:

"Its OK my child"
The child Cries harder,
Then a lady shows up,
Here I'll take the baby,
"NO I SCREAM"
The doctor looks at me,
I can't do this either,
Its my baby,
I made a promise,
To bring it home with me,
And nothings stopping that...

"parent time"

Mom...
I couldn't...
I don't want my child to die,
The child needs a chance to live...

"dad"

YOU ARE TOO YOUNG SARAH,
YOUR ONLY 14,
I know that dad,
But I am ready to love my child...

"the run away"

I'm leaving this place,
I wanna get away,
I need to run away,
Along with my baby...

When my child is born,
Then,
Just then,
Maybe I'll come home...

"HURRY"

I better hurry up and pack,
And get out of here,
I hear some one getting out of bed...

SARAH screams my dad,
WHERE DO YOU THINK,
YOU ARE GOING,
I'M LEAVING...

"get away"

As i try to run down the stairs,
I trip,
And fall...

"the hospital"

Mom...
Wheres my baby...
She looks at me,
With tears in her eyes...

NO I SCREAM,
NO...(as i cry)
I pray to god...
I'M SO SORRY...

I lost my child,
And its my fault,
Not by getting it taken out,
But by the fall...

"I'm so sorry my child"
I didn't mean to fall...

"Gods voice"

All of a sudden,
I'm swept away,
Into a dream,
I can't get out of...

Once again i am in the clouds,
There he is,
God...

My dearest Sarah,
Its not your fault,
That you lost the child,
You did a good deed,
By not taking the child's life,
Its the best you could do,
But here Sarah,
Heres your child,
He hands me a little baby,
Thats glowing,
The baby looks at me,
And says i love you mommy,
And I'm sorry i couldn't come home,
With you,
I look at my child,
And a tear falls from my eye,
I look at my child,
I love you son,
I love you to mommy...

"back home"

Now i am back home,
Every things back to normal,
Except for,
Theres no child...

My child had died,
In the accident,
Of my fall...

But god gave me another chance,
He let me see my child,
That in my heart and mind,
Was a miracle,
I heard my UN -born child,
Say that he loves me,
Thats a true gift,
And i love you son,
And i always will...

**so not true just a poem lol hope u all like it**