This place I'm in is so hard to call home
you think they'd get it after the tears iv shown
But no one pays attention and no one cares
So theses tears keep falling as the radio blares
Trying to block out all the cussing and hollering too
So maybe my smile and warmth might break threw
But that's a funny dream that i know wont come true
After awhile i might have to give in and say I'm threw
When will u get the point that this game is now done
I wont be there when its time to have fun
Blaming me for every little problem that there ever is
now is that a way to really treat one your kids
Brothers baby's mama getting on my last nerves
Just might have to pop her in the jaw and give her what she deserves
See my family means more to me than anything you can be
But obviously I'm going to have to make her see
That theses foolish games of not knowing what's going on
sure as shit aren't going to last very long
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Cause i wont put up with it no i wont sit back
Its shit like that that makes me want to crack
I look in to the mirror to see a flushed face with tears
knowing its been that way for many, many years
All this shit piled up at once is to much to take
20 bucks says it wont be long until i break
